Fellow Nigerians Please Advice Me : I Slept With My Boyfriend’s Brother, And His Father Too

My boyfriend is loving and fit and he’s
brilliant in bed.
I doubt he would love me as much if he
knew that I’d slept with his brother and
then I had s.ex with his dad.
I’m 23 and I work for an insurance broker. I
look prim at work but there’s really a wild
girl inside. Se.x is a really big thing in my
life but I’ve always struggled with
relationships. I get bored with most guys
pretty quickly.
Then I met my boyfriend and he’s
something else. He’s 25 and a builder. He’s
gorgeous, brilliant to talk to and fit in the
bedroom as well. He knows just what to do
to keep the sex fizzing and hot.
Then I met his brother.
It was at a friend’s party and the alcohol
was flowing fast. He’s two years older than
my boyfriend and looks a lot like him, just a
little bit taller and wider.
My boyfriend got bored and went home. He
left me behind with his bro.
We were soon flirting like mad and I
wondered if he was a god in the bedroom
as well. Only one way to find out!
I led him upstairs and we found somewhere
quiet. We were at it like rabbits as soon as
we fell on the bed.
It was only a quickie but he was up there
with the best that I’ve had. As soon as
we’d finished the guilt hit me hard.
I said we were drunk and that it never
should have happened. He agreed and we
left it at that. I put it out of my mind.
Then I met his dad.
He’s 52 and a widower. He looks like his
sons. As soon as I saw him I couldn’t help
wondering maybe it wasn’t just the blue
smiley eyes that this family shared. I
wanted to try him in bed.
My boyfriend took me to visit his dad for
his birthday. We went out for a meal and
then we went back to his house for a drink.
By the end of the night I was aching for
him.
My boyfriend had had a bit too much to
drink and went off to bed. I stayed
downstairs with his dad.
In the end he picked up on my hints and I
got what I wanted at last. Yes, it was
awesome but so was the guilt that came
next. I made my excuses and joined my
boyfriend in bed. We kissed and he said
that he loved me.
My boyfriend is really the man of my
dreams. I know that I’ll love him forever
but I’m scared he’ll find out what I did.
And I’m worried that I’ll be unfaithful
again.